Lost 2 Lyrics

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I been working on myself, I been looking for me

People keep on saying shit, don't know the full story

Sometimes I feel like dying, but they don't know that side of me

Been so long since I cried, I hold tears back and go to sleep

I tell myself it's not that deep

Don't show my feelings, know that's not something you keep

I show them to you, you the one that gets me weak

I been healing too, but now I'm ready for the leap

I been bearing the pain, they treat me like I'm insane

Emotions is driving inside of me, my feelings keep switching them lanes

Exterior I been moving happily, inside I'm not feeling the same

Only happy place is my sleep, then I hear someone calling my name

I been going on and on, everyone saying I'm wrong

No matter how much I tell the truth, it's like it don't matter at all

Don't got nobody to talk to, my own therapist with my songs

My topic of interest is you, how have I been interested for so long?

I don't know, like I don't know

Guess I am a little crazy, after all

Guess I lost reality, like after all

Across this bridge I fall so watch where I'm stepping

Half of the shit that I did I regret it

Half of the shit that I said I regret it

But it's too late now so fuck it I said it

Look at their love, that shit so aesthetic

Not feeling numb, I need more anesthetics

Still not enough, I keep feeling the pain

See in my words you can't see in my face

To everybody's LUV, there's rage

I'm the author I'm putting us on the same page

I been really out for like seven nights, I'm protected now I got like seven knights

Shoutout DC, Donny got hella likes

Shot in the air like it's been on hella flights

I'm in my bag now I'm heaven like

I'm out my head now, I'm feeling right

I remember when I didn't think I was shit

I was down bad, I ain't see the point of life

And now I'm surrounded by all this drama and this fucking strife

But I been good cause I still got that one person I think about every night

In the long run, I'm still winning this race going to a better life

We ascending together, a better height

Weight on my shoulders has been so heavy, the shit that we doing is making it-

Her heart, I stole that, my attention, she got that

Her comfort, I am that, my love for her, she know that

Her husband, I'mma be that, my dreams she support that

Her wishes, I respect that, our peace we protect that

Just a little setback, get past it we gone be right back

I can't accept that, why the fuck don't you think we gone last

Fuck what they saying, they don't know our present or past

No matter what we gone be the best

Secure like a lock so I don't stress

Yeah, W times three

If you want her, then come and try to get rid of me

Don't fuck with Chanel I only like that double D

Took something that was broke and turned it straight to a masterpiece

I been really out for like seven nights, I'm protected now I got like seven knights

Shoutout DC, Donny got hella likes

Shot in the air like it's been on hella flights

I'm in my bag now I'm heaven like

I'm out my head now, I'm feeling right

I remember when I didn't think I was shit, I was down bad, I ain't see the point of life

And now I'm surrounded by all this drama and this fucking strife

But I been good cause I still got that one person I think about every night

In the long run, I'm still winning this race going to a better life

We ascending together, a better height

Weight on my shoulders has been so heavy, the shit that we doing is making it very light

I wanna give my all to you

Now I'm wanting something a little more

At first I was cool with a friend too

We at a place further than before

We beat the shit that we both been through

We opened up a new door

But I'm just still lost in you

I'm so lost in you baby

I'm lost in you

Are you lost in me too...