I Wish I Could Lyrics

My backs on the wall and its crumbling

Said we dont fall and I'm fumbling

I weather the storms but they rumbling

Sober but still out here stumbling

They on my heels want me breaking down

Im tryna look for an exit out

Cant drink it away if you in a drought

Who the fucks gone save me now?

I know I'm the pulse, can't miss a beat

But know in my heart, that I'm incomplete

I gotta go, gotta change my seat

Not on impulse, convulsing me

I eat my foes like a cannibal

I watch niggas falling like dominos

I see EBT unattainable

I C G's on E like piano notes

They backs on the wall and they crumbling

I seen bros turn on they brothermen

Snakes breaking every covenant

These niggas move like the government

Why would I come round dapping hands?

I know niggas is not my mans

Live for a show but not my fan

Wont give a dollar but taking bands

Don't give two fucks who's fucking who

Don't give two fucks who's check is blue

You do and someone should check on you

High-key im feeling low-key

This mix for the old me

Lately my mind on go go

I aint been worried bout FOMO

I guess this the shift they be talking bout

Stop showing up and start showing out

Cut off the ones that projecting doubt

No longer want niggas round uh

Good for nothing when you down uh

Oppositions from your town uh

The one you tryna put on

To the next, cant put my all in a woman

If I lose you there's four more

But if I lose me

Baby what was it all for?

I stay zen

Gotta focus

For my brothers for my Jonas

On my way up - did you notice?

You cant stay the night cant afford it

Your absence keeps me rewarded

I don't really know what to call it

I'm a star need you out of my orbit

If its one thing I can promise

Im gonna be fucking honest

I dont need you to support it

You cant stay the night cant afford it

Your absence keeps me rewarded

I don't really know what to call it

[Im tryna fill up my wallet]

If its one thing I can promise

Im gonna be fucking honest

I dont need you to support it

Everyone that I love

Loves me for who I was

Everything that I enjoyed

Just gets me annoyed

Every plan that I make

Turns out to be mistakes

Oh, I wish I could

But I'm good

Everyone that I love

Loves me for who I was

Everything that I enjoyed

Just gets me annoyed

Every plan that I make

Turns out to be mistakes

Oh, I wish I could

But I'm good

I never meant to hurt you

No I dont wanna convert you

I can't exert all my energy

I gotta save for what's meant for me

Your fear of rejection, upsetting

Projecting your demons will never deflect em

I know its unsettling

But I'm not ya enemy