A Temporary Remedy Lyrics

So you are

The poison in my veins

It's so enticing

The feelings that I crave

When you're watching

Me blackout

From pills and the potions

My body is screaming in pain

Not from addiction to poison

But it's just a distraction from rage

It's just A Temporary Remedy

Chilling in the air that I breathe

Freezing, and stopping all of my thoughts

Distractions, evasions, and potions I need

Smoke in my lungs and it burns when I bleed

Scars on my skin but there's nothing to see

I am lost

Spending every night

Feening for another Lochness

Monsters in my nightmares

And they're calling me selfish

Being that shouldn't exist

And then they start grabbing my wrist

Wake up shallow breathing

And the world is turning black

Consciousness is fading

Narcissist insomniac

Walls are coming apart in my mind

Crazy I know it's a sign

It's just A Temporary Remedy

Soon I'll remember again

Don't ever want to

Wake up

Escape in my dreams till the end

Dreaming is such a release from the pain

The guilt and the memories that make me insane

Paint me a picture of me and the shame

Begging on my knees

It's just A Temporary Remedy

Chilling in the air that I breathe

Freezing, and stopping all of my thoughts

Distractions, evasions, and potions I need

Smoke in my lungs and it burns when I bleed

Scars on my skin but there's nothing to see

I am lost