Forever Numb Lyrics

When will I no longer have to feel?

Disassembled to the core

A grieving broken man

In darkness I will shine

Reborn a broken man

My reflection laughs at me

A cold and withered man

Tormented by my past

Too much to comprehend

When I need a fix

I itch and start to shake (shake shake)

Uncontrollably this habit I can't seem to break

A lucid nightmare

From which I cannot wake (wake up)

My eyes deceive my mind

Can't discern what's real or fake

Stormin early in the morning

My mind won't let me sleep

I'm sippin on my Mana' I'm bout half a handle deep

I'm counting shots and bars

While you be counting sheep

All the swallowers I want 'em

The spitters you can keep

Pussy

Every - Every

Everyday this life been harder

Ever since I lost my daughter

I try my best to stay afloat but I'd rather be underwater

Let me drown

Don't attempt to bring me back up to the surface

With her gone I feel so worthless

And like now I have no purpose

Deep hatred burns inside

I can't comprehend why

They took you from my side

Without a chance to say goodbye

It cuts me open wide

In agony I reside

Pain that is perennial

One which will not subside

I remember the call

Like it was yesterday

Tears filled my eyes

I screamed in silence

Couldn't reach out to Tay

Straight filled with disbelief

Still can't accept it's real

Forever numb & yearning for the day I no longer have to feel