Terrified Lyrics

I woke up with a reckless craving for the fruit of Eve

It always went down bitter but its flavor was so sweet

The magnetic nostalgia drew me dangerously deep

Into the recess of my memory back when I was asleep

And my mind knows I'll regret this

But my soul says never mind

Surely just one little step

Won't take me 'cross the line

Now I'm terrified, terrified

I got what I thought I wanted

But now I'm blinded by the light

My soul's been vandalized

By my own stupid pride

And I am still not satisfied

Petrified I cower before the all consuming fire

I know I said I love you but today I'd rather hide

Oh Holiest of Spirits You're not welcome in this place

I'm so dirty surely I will die from Your lethal embrace

Cause I know that You'll still love me

And I know that You'll forgive

But oh my God if your flame touches me

I'm not sure that I'll live

Yeah I'm terrified, terrified

I got what I thought I wanted

But now I'm blinded by the light

My soul's been vandalized

By my own stupid pride

And I am still not satisfied

It hurts to say I messed up

But hurts more to be alone

And the cost of my confession

Grows with every minute more

So I'm running to the light

Just help me find the words to say

And please remind me what it feels like

When I choose to walk the other way

And I'm terrified, terrified

I got what I thought I wanted

But at what price

Yeah I'm terrified, terrified

I got what I thought I wanted

But now I'm blinded by the light

My soul's been vandalized

By my own stupid pride

And I am still not satisfied

I am still not satisfied

I am still not satisfied