Scared To Live ft. Aluis Lyrics

Sometimes

I'm scared to live

Cuz dare I dream

Of bigger things

People find the negatives

And ways to Write me off

The script

I guess I'll freestyle

Living on the edge

Dust off any dirt

That's on my name

From any word

You said

Cuz I've been

Way way way to focused on the top 5

Only looking out for mine

Assignments are pending

Working on completing

Got breath in my lungs

I ain't defeated

Pleading to Jesus

The thorn in my flesh

It got me bleeding

Patch up the wounds

Then I'm right back to it

New content

Only right I influence

I can't be a Judas

Acting so foolish

When I think

I know it all

That's when I'm stupid

Grace from the King

Cannot abuse it

Been on the brink

Don't wanna lose it

Can't be extinct

When the sequel's in heaven

Trial and error

Yet I keep on failing

You gave demonstrations

Hard for me to imitate it

Longing the sweet sensation

Of Liberty I wanna feel it

And smell like the fragrance

Too long I've been the hostage

In my own mind

Been my own captive

Oh my oh my

Don't wanna fumble the bag

When I'm in my bag

I got a son

Who looks up to dad

I got a wife

Who's real gourmet

She my dessert

She more than a snack

Let me catch my breath

Agh Agh

It's bout time

I start reflecting

Then maybe gain new perspective

Loosen the grip

Certain things

Can't prevail

The road to the

Top is narrow

Only a few ever made it

If you talking dinero

You Keep all them dollars

I hustle with pesos

The Red & The Blue it

Gave me the seasons

To make it like hero

6th of the year of

The year

The court go in shambles

Give me the shot I

Shoot it like bam does

No first impressions

Chip is encrypted

You won't understand it

But give it a shot

And maybe you'll get it

I gotta ride for my people

I gotta for the city

Who witness the come up

No body believed me

I keep it like Cole

I rock with my dreamers

These People deceiving

All of my trophies

I got em with God

No nobody was with me

Had to get real with

My myself

Had to look deeper

Have to come closer

With all my fears

Came in 07 to nothing

Hunger and passion

Was all I was gifted

When many had talent

Doubled the working

To make enough progress

That's me being honest

Back where I started

If felt like the rumble

With all of them giants

One of a few

Blood is too different

By 21 was already a savage

Sometimes I'm scared to live

Sometimes I'm scared to live

Sometimes I'm scared to live

Sometimes I'm scared to live