PARANOID Lyrics

How do we get up, get up every morning?

When every night is rough, every day is boring

All these things are tough

When you're not there, I'm falling

I'm sorry, it's harder without you

Thinking I wouldn't erupt

I've been feeling out it

All these feelings got me fucked

I've been thinking 'bout it

And I didn't wanna settle

I've been living in this hell

I've been learning 'bout myself

I've been putting out but

This shit right here got me blaming myself

And I can't understand it right now!

We push and we pull and it's holding us back

And I can't understand it right now!

Because I'm paranoid

Paranoid

I've been seeing you with every boy

Every boy

Every situation I'll avoid

I'll avoid

I never feel I'm enough

I never feel I'm enough

How do we give up what we already started?

No one hits the mark when you over shot it

Life is hard enough when you're broken hearted

I'm sorry, I'm guarded without you

Thinking I wouldn't erupt

I've been feeling out it

All these feelings got me fucked

I've been thinking 'bout it

And I didn't wanna settle

I've been living in this hell

I've been learning 'bout myself

I've been putting out but

This shit right here got me blaming myself

And I can't understand it right now!

We push and we pull and it's holding us back

And I can't understand it right now!

Because I'm paranoid

Paranoid

I've been seeing you with every boy

Every boy

Every situation I'll avoid

I'll avoid

I never feel I'm enough

I never feel I'm enough

Because it's harder without you

But I never amount to

The man that you want me to be

I'm guarded without you

And I'm not about to

Pretend that it's all on me

I'm so paranoid

Paranoid!

You know I'm dealing with it every night

Atta boy!

Think you're out here falling out of line

Every time I get this feeling in myself

I've been patient in this hell

You're keepin' me up

You're keepin' me up!

All of my love was never enough!

I'm not allowed to tell anyone right now

I bottle up the fact you're holding me back

Happen so fast I got too attached

Fighting myself I'm under attack

Oh yeah!