I've Been Looking Lyrics

Afternoons of funerals

Red lights laughing in my face

This is our new normal

As summer drains of days to waste

Steady tripping on my own steps

Wipe my eyes dry, I'm a mess

Skies folding in suspense

Withered worlds play pretend

One and a two and a three and a four

One and a two and I'm laying on the floor

I don't wanna go to school anymore

One and a two and a three and a four

One and a two and I'm laying on the floor

I can't count the steps I need to take

Alone

Colder than I've ever been before

Tomorrow is the softest thing that I've ever felt

And I wanna hold it

But I'm pacing yesterday

Steady tripping on my regrets

Wipe my eyes dry, I'm a mess

I've been chasing any answers I won't find and I'm so tired

Maybe I've been looking wrong

Maybe I've been looking wrong

And I just wanted to know what all had changed

Should I hate his fucking guts because he made me this insane

Or do I spare my peace of mind so there's some order to maintain

Couldn't make just one decision even if I knew it'd save our lives

I was out walking for miles

Searched the aisles for a better way to get myself up out of this place

My aspirations ceased so suddenly when iI thought how she may think of me

And I guess that I might look

But I'll find nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing

Finding nothing