NOT OKAY Lyrics

I look fine, I know

Days go by, too slow

I turn up right on time

Just keep saying I'm alright

When inside I'm feeling numb

Tired's overused

I feel so abused

My mind is slipping out of my hand

The way I'm feeling's making me insane

I hate looking at my phone

You light up all the time

Keep me on my toes

You make me wanna run

My heart is beating

Wearing out inside

Why do I

keep dancing 'round your moon

When I don't even need your light

So sick of trying to

Say what I'm feeling

Afraid, god I hate this

Lying, hiding, crying

How do I say

I'm not okay

I know I say fake it till you make it

But when do you even know that you've made it?


Feels like my dreams are weighing me down

The closer I get, the further I drown

In this ocean

Of emotions

Sinking deeper getting closer

To my monsters (Yeah)

Swimming, drifting

Is there anyone like me?

Why do I

keep dancing 'round your moon

When I don't even need your light

So sick of trying to

Say what I'm feeling

Afraid, god I hate this

Lying, hiding, crying

How do I say

I'm not okay

I hate looking at my phone

You light up all the time

Keep me on my toes

You make me wanna run

My heart is beating

Wearing out inside

Why do I

keep dancing 'round your moon

When I don't even need your light

So sick of trying to

Say what I'm feeling

Afraid, god I hate this

Lying, hiding, crying,

How do I say

I'm not okay

Okay

Tired of hiding myself

I'm not okay