I remember the aching

Everytime I watched myself so deep

I can still hear the clinking in my ears

Why do I keep looking down on me?

But it might just be

A simple habit of misery

And it might just be

A thousand seas to swim

And it's only you that's running through my mind

I can't decide if that feels right

I am afraid I'll sail away

With nothing left to say

So there will never be a place

That could make me scream your name

Cause there's so much that's been unspoken

And I hate to feel like broken

And I hate to feel like this

Is it a crime that it's only you

That's running through my mind?

I can't decide if that feels right

Or do I sail aside

Don't let the oceans grow between us

There would be nothing that could keep us

From the tidal waves

That bring the peace to us both

So please stay just for a little while

With me by your side,

Let all the substances spoil you

To feel alright

Just to feel alright

Only to rest your mind

But I dont know if I can do this anymore

It's nothing but the feeling of delusion

But I dont know if I can let this go

I dont know if I can let you go

Drown in your bottles

There is a message for your sorry soul

Your only island

Is the only place you'll rest alone