im not sure how much longer i can deal with this Lyrics

For some strange reason, I am consistently considering myself as a burden

And whatever happens during a day

I always go to bed wishing that I wouldn't wake up in the morning

For the sake of myself not being in this gut wrenching never ending pain

And for the sake of everybody else who is tortured and suffering

Because of my existence

Some days I feel so alone

That I am constantly surrounded by loving people, who care about me

So why am I left feeling uncared for, unloved?

What is it about my brain that doesn't allow me to be loved?

Why am I only in pain? and incapable of having happy emotions?

Why am I such a touchy bitch?

Why am I such a stupid whore?

Why am I such a waste of fucking space?

I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry

I don't understand this feeling, but it hurts

Welcome to my nightmare

Everything I've ever done was just a waste of time

And maybe I really am a pathetic loser

Maybe I should just be happy

How can my life be so unstructured, I don't get it?

Things will get better right? getting worse

I'm not sure how much longer I can deal with this

I am hollow, where am I?

Run, I have to run, fucking run

Please run now, run towards the morning, because I'm hurting, if anyone cares