It's been 20 years

I still ain't got no answers

20 years later I shoot the dice

And take my chances

My anxiety and my overthinking

Mind are dirty dancing

I'm going through pressure

The only option is

To keep advancing

This ain't a pursuit of happiness

I'm chasing balance and fulfillment

I haven't had my 15 minutes yet

Somebody film it

I'm so resistant

Yeah

From comfort zones

I try to keep a distance

I walk around in my city

I'm feeling so out of place

Little taste of the fame

I'm giving out pics

And handshakes

My peers have

Started recognizing my face

High stakes

I'm wide awake

Like what the future awaits

Land of the snakes

Surrounded by fakes

I had to let 'em go

I'm here to stay

I just felt like

I had to let 'em know

Now if you feel

Some type of way

You better let it show

Circle closed

Everybody hurt and

Everybody grow

Yeah

It's probably something

Like a year ago

That I gave my heart

To a girl that crushed it

Ever since I'm drawing lines

Between love and lust and

I hate my outlook on relationships

I feel disgusted

Honestly, they're readjusting

My new motto is take action now

You'll never be ready

I understand life is a cycle

Things can never be steady

I used to bash myself too much

Criticize myself heavy

Now when I face a loss

I pop confetti

No doubt

Change is an uncomfortable process

If you don't feel no pain

How the fuck do you expect

To make progress

You wish me hell and

I wish you prosper

Just wait a couple years

We gon' see who turns out

To be the prophet

Both of my pockets hungry for profit

I wanna set my family straight

Put nobody above it

That is what I say

What my best advice is

I'm young and human I fall back on my vices

For my actions always

Paying the prices

I pour my soul and people praise or

Throw shade from their devices

I'm in this adolescent crisis

They wish me more life

I'm wishing not to be 20 and lifeless

They wish me more life

I'm wishing not to be 20 and lifeless

They wish me more life

I'm wishing not to be 20 and lifeless

Life ain't like this