Spider Lyrics

There's a spider on my wall

And I can't get the courage to take him down

I can't find

The energy to try

I feel unsafe, it's irrational

Can't find the means to feel

Comfortable

He just wins

I barely look at all

I watch the trees outside my window

Loose all their leaves and start to grow

Thinking wouldn't it be nice

To feel right

At least once?

How many days

Did I waste

Just watching the leaves fall away?

What did it take?

What did I find?

The spider's crawling 'round most the time

There are cobwebs on my car

And I'll just get someone to

Take them down

I'm scared when I face them all

I won't make a sound

I hate being the loudest in room

Never heard myself so alone

When winter comes

I don't, I don't, I don't

Think I'll call

I watch the trees outside my window

Loose all their leaves and start to grow

Thinking wouldn't it be nice

To feel right

At least once?

How many days

Did I waste

Just watching the leaves fall away?

What did it take?

What did I find?

The spider's crawling 'round most the time

But slowly I'll

Find a way

A way to

Feel a little more safe

I know it takes

A little time

But I'll be okay

But slowly I'll

Find a way

A way to

Feel a little more safe

I know it takes

A little time

But I'll be okay

I watch the trees outside my window

Just watching the leaves fall away

How many days did I waste

Just watching the leaves fall away?