The Cycle Lyrics

Need to stabilize, need to get it back

Gotta stay alive, getting back on track

Living in the lie, hiding from my downfall

Is just exhausting and

I am just a cliche

Of genetics and bad decisions

Fueling delusions

There's never distance

Between you and your demise

Time does not provide protection

Pain does not abide or sympathize

Paranoia in the darkest times

Perpetuate the sickness you thought you left behind

Here comes the rain again cause I

I couldn't fix myself, and no one else can help

Sinking in

And bleeding out

It's really no surprise, I'm just a waste of time

And I'm not good enough to break this cycle

Never good enough

To break away

Leave me alone

Me and my hollow bones

What is the difference

Between me and my disguise

Idealize all my intentions

That are victimized by effortless reprise

And I can't deny that I am

Holding onto something

That's dead and gone

Here comes the rain again cause I

I couldn't fix myself, and no one else can help

Sinking in

And bleeding out

It's really no surprise

I'm just a waste of time

Crawling out of crisis mode

Grasping for a better life

I need to gain back my control

Please let it work this time

Progress into regression yet again

I feel something is broken in my head

Don't let it be my downfall

Don't let it be my downfall

Your flaws make you hate yourself

And you're left here with doubt

Just find an end to take the easy way out

Side effects and highlines

When my mind is so wrong

Take away the guidelines

When it's taking too long

I've never felt so unsafe alone

This toxic state of mind is not my home

I can't calm down

I can't go back

Now I'm just a collection of my collective self destruction

I'm everything I used to fear

I have become my downfall