Zzz (I'm Tired) Lyrics

I'm tired of fighting

I'm tired of crying

I'm tired of sighing

I'm tired of lying

That I'm okay

When I really don't know what to say

I'm tired of fighting

I'm tired of crying

I'm tired of sighing

I'm tired of lying

That I'm okay

When I really don't know what to say

Do I tell the truth

That I wanna kill myself

While I spit in the booth

Or that cutting still sounds like an escape

Line my room with police tape

Yeah I started at the bottom

And I scraped and I scraped

But * still isn't taking shape

Maybe leave a message on the videotape

Momma I'm sorry, I'm trying

But all the demons inside me are winning

What an uncomfortable feeling

To try not to

But I keep on sinning

So I have to keep restarting at the beginning

Life's just dragging me

Screaming and kicking

It's sickening

This alcohol I'm binging

The meds I stopped taking

Man I'm slipping

Man I'm skipping with the devil

This shit is very evil

I don't do needles

But this shit is still lethal

The way my brain works should be illegal

I need some freedom

I'm beaten, I'm bleeding

God dammit I'm a heathen

I'm broken in pieces

And this is the season

These thoughts have been teasing

God dammit

So now I'm out on my own

And these the seeds that I sow

With emotions that I never show

Like love

For my family

For my friends

Like the friends that I help

Then they put me on the shelf

I'm not getting back what I put in

I wanna leave this life with a sit in

Replace me with something better

Someone who's a go-getter

Instead of writing rhyme after rhyme

But never recording cause I don't got the time

I'm too busy smoking time

And being self deprecating

Should I die or not, I'm debating

My energy's draining

Cause I just keep deflating

It's intimidating

It's intimidating

I'm tired of fighting

I'm tired of crying

I'm tired of sighing

I'm tired of lying

That I'm okay

When I really don't know what to say

I'm tired of fighting

I'm tired of crying

I'm tired of sighing

I'm tired of lying

That I'm okay

When I really don't know what to say