HOLDING ON Lyrics

I'm stressing bout my future

No kin to Ciara tho

I keep on choosing Music

Hope I see you at my shows

I've been chasing this movement

Wherever it takes me tho

Tryna enjoy the journey

Just hoping it takes me home

I keep going on

I'm still holding on

Could you stick around

Could you hold me down

Hey this Deshay, this the real me

I'm still building myself, hope you feel me

In the process of building my wealth, move in stealth

Overcome a broken system that they built

Uncover the lies underneath

I can't let em think I'm weak

But I'm sick of faking smiles

Even tho these my real teeth

I was just a broken child

But now I've grown thru these streets

I've grown thru these beats

I've arose to this peace

But I'm still making peace

With the fact that the world might not feel me

I might forever be invisible

Ion possess popularity

When I'm walking with my hoodie on

They act like they Scared of me

Need compassion, bare with me

No hand outs, charity

Hope one day they may care for me

Pouring my heart out carefully

Cause I'm...

I'm stressing bout my future

No kin to Ciara tho

I keep on choosing music

Hope I see you at my shows

I've been chasing this movement

Wherever it takes me tho

Tryna enjoy the journey

Just hoping it takes me home

I keep going on

I'm still holding on

Could you stick around

Could you hold me down

I ain't gone lie sometimes I feel less than

I be breaking down when I'm alone

I miss my best friend

And life ain't what I thought It'd be

I'm at my wits end, I'm tryna keep it real

But all they seem to want is pretend

They can't see me drowning in this deep end

Picture me flourishing

Instead of at they mercy, I must depend

Tell me what is my purpose on this earth as a freeman

I gotta uphold all of the morals I believe in

I ain't afraid to be A deep man

I'm controlling my breathing

Still working thru the weekend

Still searching for a bad gyal to help me share my evenings

Someone who sees the value In my weakness

Someone who leaves me speechless

Someone that thinks I'm genius

cause

I'm stressing bout my Future

No kin to Ciara tho

I keep on choosing music

Hope I see you at my shows

I've been chasing this movement

Wherever it takes me tho

Tryna enjoy the journey

Just hoping it takes me home

I keep going on

I'm still holding on

Could you stick around

Could you hold me down