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Tears in eyes

Trying to hold it together

Getting high

Think it makes it feel better

Rather lie

Then to be there to help you

Then mixed with pride

Recipe for the devil

You something special

Suppose to hold family together

They busy fighting over cheddar

Need to do better

So much that we ain't discussed

And these differences that we ain't settled

Still I find

Myself here in the mix

Trying to hide

What is clear that exist

Who am I

To say what they should give

Or pick sides

It did what it did

Usually don't let nothing own me

But this shit is on me

Im used to just me

On the lowkey

Too busy after your throat

This is outta control

I just rather just chill on my lonely

Family ties

But that barely exist

How much time

Do we got left to vent

How much time

Do we got let's admit

How much time

Til it comes to an end

Play it cool

You they look up to

Got a niece and a nephew that love you

Reason to do your best through the struggles

Think I might be obsessed with the hustle

Hard to understand Shannon

With others to manage

Put on the bandage

To cover the damage

One in the air

And still can't understand it

Covered your tracks

But still

Look how we landed

Keeping my distance between

Cause it's hard when they leave

Have a problem connecting with family

I think it's time to come clean

Cause the issue with me

Have a problem with feeling abandoned