Home Lyrics

I'm sat in my room, it's September

I'm missing home, I'm missing home

I've not been back since last December

I'm getting cold, I'm getting cold

Didn't think I'd be here without my mother

Where did she go? Where did she go?

My best friends seem to love each other

And I'm not home, I'm not home

And I know, I know

That I don't belong anymore

(Anymore, anymore, the trees are green but I don't feel seen)

I know, I know

The memory's not real anymore

(Not anymore)

And though I'm proud how far I've made it

I'm feeling scared, I'm really scared

I know what happens if I submit

I'm happy here, that is clear

And I know deep down this is what I wanted

I was so depressed, I'm not hurting less

Do you think one day I'll not be haunted

By feeling this? I'm feeling this

And the streets are quiet but my mind is screaming

Don't really know if I can shake this feeling

Clinging to nostalgia and that distant dreaming

Everyone you care about is back there living (Living, mmm)

And I know, I know

That I don't belong anymore

(Anymore, anymore, the trees are green but I don't feel seen)

I know, I know

The memory's not real anymore

(Not anymore)

So I walk alone on this path to home

I feel scared and lost but I won't give up