Yeah your one of one

Yeah your one of one

Hate it when your gone

Hate it when your gone

Blowing up my phone

With things I don't need to know

150 going down the road

I don't wanna lose you but that's how it goes

Think I want you, but I need love more

Got you passing out drunk on the floor

I got bored

Yea I need some more

Break it down

Slow it down

I don't need you now

I don't need you round

I don't wanna let you go

But we've been fighting every day

Moving on should be the only thing that's on my brain

Holding on for too long

Yeah it's getting really hard

And the way you take my heart out and leave it with scars

I hate looking in your eyes because the only thing I see is the stars

I guess ill see you tomorrow

Gave you my love not to borrow

You fill my head up with sorrow

Pour up a cup with another

Almost ran out of the bottle

I don't know why I should bother

Cause we're not promised tomorrow

I don't think saying it louder gonna fix all my problems

I get sadder and sadder by the second I guess that I'm not over it

I use drugs to solve my problems but I'm not on stoner shit

I don't think that I am better just cause I take ownership

I still speak about my problems because I want help with them

I've been lonely as of lately not even close to my therapist

This is not a cry for help I'm just tryna be realistic

Don't think anybody really gonna listen

Depression more than my description

I barely even wanna live

Close my eyes driving on the wrong side of the road

I've been feeling really lost don't know where my life should go

(Uh) put my foot down

(Yeah) never slow down

Going out

On my own terms

I'm going out

Music is my only outlet

Without this, I'm nothing

I'm upset

Tryna be careful but it doesn't matter I guess

Ride in the cop car but I'm never gonna get arrested

Metaphor for my depression

Gotta ride with it but I never get to see the end

No I never win

Let me finish this