Awakening Freestyle Lyrics

Uh, Uh uh

Like what's going on

What's going on, I don't even know if I can sing this song

I don't even know if I can pick up the phone

Everybody ask me the same questions

But they all expect a different answer

Like what's going on

Always want to have my voice heard

Know I listen all the time

Doing it all my life

Thoughts in the back of my mind

And they want to know why I'm quiet

And they want to know why I'm shy

You ain't met the real Tigh

Uh, I got too much on my mind all the time

Try to deflect it and push down the line

Then I reflect and I see my reflection

Not sure the mirror is something I like

No I'm not fine, no I'm not fine, no I'm not fine, no I'm not fine

I really miss the days that

Everyone laughed when you laid back

Went from being viewed as small and cute

To the world seeing you as selfish and rude

I don't even know what I'm doing

Why give my problems to you

I've been thinking so damn much

Tryna cope with the damage

Wonder how can I manage

This takes more than a bandage

Find explanations for everything

But lies still remain in the crevices

Bro always tells me he meditates

Maybe I got to go try it out

Inside my brain there's a riot now

Cool down my body I'm silent now

Chaos and calmness a stark contrast

Inside and out, equilibrium test

Honey don't love me I'm not like the rest

Subtle in public in silence a mess

Hard to remember I'm blessed

Yes, yes, yes

Sometimes I need caressed

Sometimes I need to rest

Although I'm a man, you don't understand, I'm trying to live up to the almighty plan

Feel like I failed, before the exam, all of my mail, end up in the spam

You said you'd save me but I know you can't

You said you'd save me but I know you can't

Why you keep running and running my friend

You just gon have to come face it again

Oh look you getting complacent again

Now you behind with no helping hand

You fell quick, quicksand

I'm not him, not him

Sorry all, I tried

This is me, I'm Tigh