half complete Lyrics

I feel the stress, bury my head in my chest

Keeping these thoughts in my head

Talked to the devil I told him to pull up and sent the address

I hate myself I confess bargained my life for a chance at success

I know when I die these words have all but left

When everyone I love has all but left

At the edge of my bed and I've all but slept all but rest

The more you give the more they kept I packed my bags and I headed west

I put my heart in a loose leaf I only love me with a roofie

They pick me apart and don't choose me and that's why it hurts when I choose me

I'm depressed as fuck and mad as hell my mothers good my fathers well

He's dead to me no we don't speak I've gone through life this half complete

Now half my life is half complete I've stained these words with yellow teeth

I search myself for hopes and dreams but put no faith in hoping things

Pan out for the best runaway or get stretched

Full of anger in my chest this some cause and effect shit

I could never bare a heart with affection

I could never find myself in acceptance

Some of ya'll look up to me but don't know me

I tell you my demons don't act like I'm cozy

This shadow behind me keeps growing

Pour salt on da wounds that I opened