I'm Not A God Lyrics

I'm a goat, not a God

I'm sorry, for what I said in the past

But the too breakthrough those insecure thoughts I had back

When I was a kid with some hopes and some dreams

Had to act, like I thought I would act

When those were achieved

Now I'm grown, wanna grow

To a person I can be

Full of love, full of trust, but right now full of greed

Took accountability and now I see

I'm the cause of my problems

Love keeps self harm away from me

What I mean, is the love came from the inside of me

It's on me, only me, to take care of me

Recognize it's only me versus me

Look in my eyes and please tell me, what do you see

Young cat, young man, living up, growing up

Showing up, progress, pulling back on pouring up

I can't loose my family, sad over thoughts of mourning em'

If they really think that I'm not doing it I'm showing em'

Wrap it with a bow and then

I smile when you open em'

If jealousy is in your heart and what you show it's noted then

Fucking up, I'm showing it

Successful, I'm showing it

No matter what the outcome is till I die dog I'm showing up

Feel my heart is opening

It's a movie "The Chokening"

To much of a distraction to fall in love when I'm motioning

Success rooted in blowing up

I'll tell you what I'm noticing

I'll always be a winner in my heart long as I'm focusing

I'm a goat, not a God

I'm sorry, for what I said in the past

But the too breakthrough those insecure thoughts I had back

When I was a kid with some hopes and some dreams

Had to act, like I thought I would act

When those were achieved

Now I'm grown, wanna grow

To a person I can be

Full of love, full of trust, but right now full of greed

Took accountability and now I see

I'm the cause of my problems

Love keeps self harm away from me

What I mean, is the love came from the inside of me

It's on me, only me, to take care of me

Recognize it's only me versus me

Look in my eyes and please tell me, what do you see

Life is not convenient all the time is what my brother had told me

Talking 'bout reaching new levels, overcoming the old me

I wish I could be compliant,

I wish I could say I did enough but the list of shit I have do is giant

I wish the moves I'm making didn't make people reliant

She fucking me for me or does she see me as a client?

Hear em' say "supporting", but the action very silent

Had to cut distractions so my phone has been very dry and

Met a lot of people that turned out bitch

Had a lot of people I called friends that switched

I don't understand why they always seem to question me

I can't handle all these failed attempts to get the best of me

I just wanna whip the Veneno

Tryna have so many creams they mistake me for Leno

Commas up, still rocking Walmart crews and Walmart sweats

Started as Walmart Crew, remember recruits wanted cadet

Member shorty freaking Friday fucking up the bed

Member contemplating setting shop up in the shed

Never me letting baggage get under my skin, it's in my spirit to keep it "carry on"

Like bad jokes, shit is going over head

Lonely nights got me trippen that I need your touch and that I'm over head

But only I can fill that void, what is missing

With self love, Russian cream cone Camos was gifted

I'm a goat, not a God

I'm sorry, for what I said in the past

But the too breakthrough those insecure thoughts I had back

When I was a kid with some hopes and some dreams

Had to act, like I thought I would act

When those were achieved

Now I'm grown, wanna grow

To a person I can be

Full of love, full of trust, but right now full of greed

Took accountability and now I see

I'm the cause of my problems

Love keeps self harm away from me