I Wish Lyrics

I've been

Waiting for a change that never came

A hundred years of fight with minor victories

I've been looking for someone to blame

To avoid tearing myself into pieces

TV turned from a comforting light

To another alienating device

Self-loathing and cutting wrists

What do I get from it?

I know the struggle and the urge to bleed

What do you get from it?

I've been force-fed shit my whole life yet I'm

Still fucking hungry

And I've been filling the hole in my life with shit

That made me fucking angry

I'm a snowflake

A burning fire

A laughing disaster

A beautiful crier

Got tears in my veins and

Anger in my chest

It doesn't ease the pain

I only write when I'm depressed

I wish we weren't all the same

I wish it were human nature

I wish it were society's fault

I wish I had someone else to blame

Blame

Give me someone else to take the blame

Now I'm nauseous and I'm hopeless

I'd be lying if I said

I'm

Always

Trying

My

Best

Now I'm nauseous and I'm depressed

I'd be lying if I said

I'm always trying my best

Now I'm nauseous and I'm depressed

I'd be lying if I said

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best

I'm always trying my best