Bittersweet Lyrics

Yeah

It's my Story

As my mind race through space with this pen and this pad

Started scribbling some vibes from my past

Cause I don't know who I am

I never had a close relationship with pops

He was there but he was not you know those vibes I close my eyes to see

A lost sad soul in search of itself

I played it tough

Didn't know how emotional felt

And I did wrong a couple times moms grabbing the belt

My brother never wanted me around or

So it felt

So I kept a distance from connection

A foot away from friendship

Arrogance was perfection no guidance fuck your corrections

Granted I'm waging war with myself

That one friend that I kept

End up dead in that intersection

Bullet holes all in his body no cross he wore could protect him

Always been a good student while idolising the reckless

Dying to be respected but dying's not on my checklist

Giving you the real from my perspective continue with my reflection

Flipped a car almost died sometimes I wonder why I didn't

So many brothers die young unwritten

Stories never finished

Swear its hard to know your purpose when your ego trumps your spirit

On the low you live in fear see a blessing and won't go near it

Your intuition's getting stronger

Deep down is where you hear it

Got the tools to rebuild and make em feel it with every sentence this that

Speaking to yourself in the mirror passion relentless

Just hoping to get this affirming what you know to be greatness see when

When your blessing is calling answer the phone

Don't try to be what you ain't unless you're trying to be on your own

All the pretending that I did for the so-call love of the streets

Now the same ones I look up to are the ones respecting me

Because I kept it authentic

Create my own never rented

Became a master perfected

I gave my word and I kept it

Graduated from colleague

Had my mom in attendance

Said I love

She hugged me before I can finish that sentence

I love you mom