First is the Worst Lyrics

Why are all my lights going out

Everything I like has a doubt

Every little light has a cloud

All the best things in life are the worst things around

I invest in the light to get hurt by the clouds

Best in this life always turning around

Stabbed in the back then I burn to the ground

Ask for the facts never heard a damn sound

So its back to the raps where I search for my crown

First is the worst, so my worth is the first

Thirst for the first putting hurt in the verse

Cause the worst is the best, I'm the best, I'm the worst

I am cursed, I am blessed, I am blessed to be cursed

Wants and my needs, on my knees for my wants

With god ima plead like please but he got

My needs ina plot i can't see feeling lost

But he leads from the top

Loss is a need gotta bleed to be boss

Talk turn to scream with these demons who plot

Plotting on me to not see what I got

But I'm dropping my seeds we'll see what will pop

All is on me to succeed with my shot

Fought when I'm weak, all these losses just falling on me

It won't stop, all these blocks in the street

Walk through the heat in the spot got it locked with the key

In my pocket confidently

First is the worst, watch and you'll see

The worst kinda hurt was first a love

You work and you work for the worst to come

Coming in first, I'm the worst to come

Running in search to be perfect. um

Loving on her she the perfect one

Running from her, she the first to run

Loving on her and it hurts to love

I done heard enough this stuff burdensome

I'm stuck burning up I'm done hurting from

The dumb version of the uncertain love

But I'm strung to her as she turns and runs

I'm hung under her and its the worst to come

When the loving her turns to hurting us

First is the worst, now I turn on us

Trust that its first its the worst I'm stuck

Must find my worth so I turn this up

Love come with hurt so I search above

But above put the hurt so I learn how to love

Blessed and I'm cursed I hurt from my blessed

Best from the cursed the hurt is the best

Blessed and I'm cursed I hurt from my blessed

Best from the cursed the hurt is the best