Numb ft. DELiTE Lyrics

(You see DELiTE on the beat)

All this substance in my system now it's hard to focus

These rappers bogus boy I swarm them like some locust

Ya'll some jokers peep my poker face no I ain't phased

This my Magnum Opus

I hope they don't approach us cuz they end up sad and hopeless

It doesn't matter watch them scatter

When I shatter ya'll to pieces

I just eat the beat like Reese's but this beat ain't got no leases (I see DELiTE)

Speaking with my demons lately maybe that's the reason

I been feeling like I need it best believe that I repeat it

Cuz my brain say take another but my heart say let it go

Is it me or the drugs talking baby I don't know

Feel like I'm loosing all control

Cuz I get high when I feel low

And I'm addicted to that feeling that I get when I'm alone

I try to numb the pain

I'm tired of everything

I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway

Nobody see you hurting

Like every single day hey

I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay

I try to numb the pain

I'm tired of everything

I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway

Nobody see you hurting

Like every single day hey

I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay

I can't relax cuz I feel I'm under pressure that's a fact

Cuz I'm just being me but this anxiety comes with attacks

I can't escape from this darkness I keep on running regardless

These fucking voices make my choices but I made you a promise

I keep on trying so

When I feel like dying I get numb

I get high but this pain it won't go back to where it's from

Do they see my true colors even though I'm always blue

I get lost inside my thoughts until I don't know what to do

I try to pull myself together

But I must be missing pieces

And these drugs they make it better

Until my hopelessness increases

All this liquor that I'm downing got me drowning

I got so many problems I lost track of counting

I try to numb the pain

I'm tired of everything

I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway

Nobody see you hurting

Like every single day hey

I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay

I try to numb the pain

I'm tired of everything

I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway

Nobody see you hurting

Like every single day hey

I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay

I've been feeling crazy empty numb

It's been worse lately cuz I feel none

When you battle yourself there's nowhere to run

So I give up fuck it I'm done

I been lost in my mind for quite some time

So I get high to try to hide

The pain inside when I wanna die

Cuz it's all pointless so why do I try

I'm just delaying the inevitable it's incredible

How haters obsess over you

Always stressing you and everything that you do

It's all hate on the news we're always at war

It's nothing new

We're in an age of hate violence and race

Wars and plague

Everyone's offended gotta watch what you say

And I got a D.A. trying to put me away

It's all negativity

And I'm surrounded by it

I'm defined by rage and hate

And fueled by violence

I'm at war with my demons

I'm a slave to addiction

And I'm screaming in my head

But nobody is listening

I try to numb the pain

I'm tired of everything

I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway

Nobody see you hurting

Like every single day hey

I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay

I try to numb the pain

I'm tired of everything

I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway

Nobody see you hurting

Like every single day hey

I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay