Growing Pains Lyrics

I fell in love with music I like how it make me feel

I come from a city niggas quick to blow that steel

Niggas quick to go and kill

Niggas quick to pop a pill

So out of touch with they emotions that they don't know how to feel

A dream, they never had one

Clutching on them handguns

Mothers losing they sons

That lifestyle it ain't no fun

I feel like I'm preaching and I hate that shit

But damn somebody gotta say this shit

They glorify that hood shit

A lot of niggas hood rich

But you don't know the real definition do you

Its a state of mind, state of being

With yourself spend some time

Maybe you'll start seeing

If you do anything, make sure you got a couple reasons

Everything can't happen at once, that's why its different seasons

Deeper meanings, aura cleanings, my soul singing

Like an oracle I see my visions clearly, I ain't never leaving

Studying the greats, I been mimicking they takes

You could say that I came late

But it's over no more wait

You see I had to raise the stakes

No longer scared of my mistakes

On a beat I articulate

And all these curses I'm a break

They throwing everything my way to try knock me off balance

I might wobble but I won't fall I love a good challenge

An abundance of talent, I been feeling too gallant

Forever growing and evolving cause I am never stagnant

Emotions, just my energy in motion

Floating, what I'm smoking on is potent

Ocean, the waves they come and they go

Connected to something higher so I stay in the know

I stay in the know, I can feel your energy flow

Please don't try to play with me you might end up on the floor

And I'm not acting hard this is something I know

I got real steppers behind me and they always on go

This shit is easy

Feel like nobody can beat me

I know for damn sure can't nobody be me, see me

Something that you can't do, won't do

Now run along and go do whatever it is you niggas think you doing

Go impress whoever it is you niggas think you fooling

I got real influence

We are not congruent

Stay the fuck out my lane

And stay the fuck out my way

Bitch, haha

Now we back on the beat, I won't accept no defeat

Please excuse the animosity, but I had to get it up off of me

I don't want no more relationships without the reciprocity

I told y'all ain't no stopping me

Really don't know who topping me

Last year I started finding me

I don't owe no one no apologies

Building up my discography

Prime time like the carter three

Pretty soon I'm gone start charging fees

The four agreements something you should read

Emotions, just my energy in motion

Floating, what I'm smoking on is potent

Ocean, the waves they come and they go

Connected to something higher so I stay in the know

I stay in the know, I feel your energy flow

Please don't try to play with me you might end up on the floor

And I'm not acting hard this is something i know

I got real steppers behind me and they always on go

Ain't no stars up in the sky and that must be why

A nigga always looking down, instead of donning his crown

I hear the leaves rustle and I think that's my favorite sound

If you can't make me better I don't want you around

Take a breath and just be in the now

Turn of your phone, experience life

I promise you can get through all the pain and the strife

Speaking my soul on the mic

With the air in my lungs, words from my tongue I'm breathing life

Into everything around me

Every morning put my feet in the grass just to ground me

Found me, sound me, little old brown me

Think she a be proud cause peace starting to surround me

I be in different world my heads up in the clouds

I'm just tryna make my mama proud, one day I'm gone rock a crowd

But I think I'm good for now

Just speaking my thoughts aloud

Back then I would be crowned

Spirit something real profound

Sold out shows in different area codes

On a track i get bold

Watching my story unfold

The new me I had to mold

Narcissistic that's what I'm told

Back against the wall I'll never fold

Everything I touch turning to gold

Want her by my side til I'm grey and I'm old

Don't mind me I'm just manifesting

Master at it and my life can attest it

And it will be so just cause I said it