In My Head Lyrics

Wanna spit bars wise, open up thic thighs

Enjoy the long ride, success shall be mine

Appreciate what takes time, being humble as can find

Everyday I'm on the grind, impaulsive has switched my mind

I'm not trying to survive, I'm trying to live my life

Live every moment like it could probably be the last, woah

Hopping to the left and the right like it's hop scotch

Curious to know what it's like living at the top

A lot of people go a little crazy when they get the shot

I'm just trying to line up the dots like dot to dot

Everything in my head gets a little bit crazy

Nervous in the bedroom, let me know you first baby

Nervous in the crowd is someone gonna save me

Awkward when I talk like, "oh my days, just bury me"

Ay, like what's it gonna be, huh

Life's always trying to fuck with me, yeah

In school everybody hated me, eh

I was reaching for the shit the you can't see, where

Life, what's is gonna be, huh

From a young age I was trying to make peas

Made a fake charity form and got the block to pay me

I guess being a kid, they just didn't even see

I was full of shit, walked away, he he he

From the age of fifteen I got myself a paper round

In a different type of hood, be doing a different type of round

Guess it states right there that I ain't on the gang shit

But don't think I'm little man 'cause I'mma still bang shit

Monday to Friday I'm in the office working

Cause I gotta get paid, but it ain't music so it's hurting

I got big dreams for a better life that need dispersing

But until the day comes, I put my spoon in the pot and keep stirring

You had a bad day, so did I, let wu talk about it

You ain't feeling right, okay, let wu work around it

I just lost my soul in this life, now I'm trying to find it

All these voices in my head, we just fucking drown it

Say it's all good and move on, don't even worry about it

Everything in my head gets a little bit crazy

Nervous in the bedroom, let me know you first baby

Nervous in the crowd is someone gonna save me

Awkward when I talk like, "oh my days just bury me"

Ayy, like what's it gonna be huh

Yeah, of corse I have better days

Go through seasons in a better place

But for it to be continuous, I really have to do the chase

Otherwise your left in the dust with a sour taste

Know how it feels to keep good close to you

Know how it feels to have loss and not know what to do

Life throwing shades, black and white and it's got me blue

Throw some yellow on me, I wanna wake up shining brand new

Look

I always play fairly, learned to tread carefully

Take responsibility, these demons hangin' over me

All I really need is an angel to believe in me

All I really want is to live my life peacefully

I love my family easily, see the fam regularly

Smoke with the sis weekly, miss my brother deeply

Wish my dad was alive G

Haters get me barely

I always play fairly

Bitch don't hate me