WHAT DO YOU COUNT TO FALL ASLEEP? ft. Tyler Dennen Lyrics

I don't even know who I am anymore

Everything about me has changed

It's like my words have been replaced

Fucking rearranged to suit a different face

I am not the same, I am not the same no

Maybe I've gone a little insane

Without a doubt I'm the black cloud

Swallowing this whole town

Everyone's afraid of me now

Maybe it's just me

Something I can't replace

I'll never be the same

Maybe it's just me

The blood on my sheets

So many secrets to keep

Maybe it's just me

The bodies in the streets

Never gave me any relief

Maybe it's just me

That lack of fucking sleep

Why can't I sleep?

What do you count to fall asleep?

What do you count to fall asleep?

Are you counting sheep?

Are you counting all the knives you fucking left in me?

What do you count?

What do you count to fall asleep?

Fuck

Now tell me can you tell me

Is it worth this worthlessness?

Really, I'll swallow up the whole world

And then ill digest it

It fucking hurts, everything is hurt

I don't ever sleep and I live on high alert

It fucking hurts, everything is pain

Living like this is fucking inhumane

Maybe it's just me

I want out, I want out

I need motherfucking out

Maybe it's just me

Have you ever stayed awake for 72 hours?

Maybe it's just me

Hahaha, the only thing I'm counting

Are the days before I do it

Maybe it's just me

Bang, bang make my brains hang

Out my fucking skull

What do you count to fall asleep?

What do you count to fall asleep?

Are you counting sheep?

Are you counting all the knives you left in me?

What do you count?

What do you count to fall asleep?

You'll never know what the fuck I've been through

I've been hanging by a thread since my fucking youth

Depressed, suicidal mess

There's no limit too

What the fuck I'm gonna do to you

Fuck

Fuck you and everything you put me through

This is the last anyone will ever hear from you

What do you count to fall asleep?

What do you count to fall asleep?

Are you counting sheep?

Are you counting all the knives you fucking left in me?

What do you fucking count?

What do you fucking count?