Recorded_Untitled III Lyrics

I guess I gotta check in for a second

Last time we talked I was battling depression

I ain't gonna lie or fucking flex that shit was beating my ass

And the stress that went with it was a big ass task

Kinda went downhill lost my job and some more

I admit I didnt fucking know where to go

Yea I tried to meditate but I dont think that it helped

All I fucking did was went back and forth with myself

At the same time I lost my lil bro to the streets

The tears hide behind a smile but you know how I be

So I cut the world off just to work on me

I'm so sorry for the people that was trying to reach

Had to get some therapy go and check on myself

I didnt think I needed it but I admit that it help

Had a talk with my mom and she put me in check

She said just give it to God he can take care of that

Woah

I guess I'm just stuck in my ways havent talk to god in so long I dont know what to say

I have nobody else to blame but to blame myself

To think I'm strong as an ox to hold the weight of the world

Dont think that im winning I been loosing a bit

But a smile on my face is how I'm keeping the shit

I den endured the pain, I den weathered the rain

Gotta keep moving foward I cant go back again

I den learned self care I den loved self love

I den fell in the mud I den tasted my blood

I den hit the lowest low bout as low as it get

But I'm proud of myself I'm climbing out of the shit

Am I ok? I guess the answer is yes

I m just staying lowkey I guess

Trying to make a better mold of myself

I cant love nobody if I dont love myself

For real