Solitary Boi Lyrics

Been a solitary boy

Hear me calling from the void

With the hope there's someone out there

Who's acknowledging the noise

Staying sharp and it's a choice

I don't want to disappoint

I just want to see what all I can accomplish with my voice

So I'll toss a couple coins into the well for good measure

And keep weathering the storm, ignoring stress and putting effort

Towards a better me, cleverly pen a scheme as a remedy

For all depression brings and the given imbalance chemically

Got memories repeating in my mind

And these demons steady testing me, they keep me up at night

Got me wishing that serenity was easier to find

But I'm guessing joy is something that's just fleeting with the time

So I'll sit and count my blessings under saturated skies

And make the most of every day as I be navigating life

Everybody's turning up while I would rather stay inside

Away from all the extra racket just encapsulating vibes

Of any kind, sever ties with the negatives and proceed

If you ain't noticed, I'm doing this shit for me

But if my words reach somebody who might have needed them

Then that's proof that music's as beautiful as can be

On my feet and I'ma keep on moving

The bruises will fade and one day I'll feel true bliss

Till then I'll be in the lab recording new hits

In my own world, no complaints when the shoe fits

Been proving myself to be more than a reject

Solitary boy, lone wolf, I don't need friends

Don't need to pretend like I'm at peace yet

Just taking deep breaths, watching the seasons change

Watching the rainfall

Locked in my bedroom and safe from the chaos

Been chasing dreams and you know that I can't stop

Things get extreme but I push through and stay strong

Taking no days off, trying hard to shake all

The weight on my shoulders, know I won't remain lost

Too many friends turned their back, what can I say

I'm just a solitary boy, not by choice but by fate