NOT ALLOWED Lyrics

So what's on your nasty ole' mind?

Child hood

All by yourself, sittin' alone

I wanna talk about love, but we're not allowed

Man fuck what daddy said cause daddy is hardly ever around

And mom is always busy from work and my baby sis

I understand but I just wanna feel momma's kiss again

Walk into this room and I feel so alone

Even though i'm surrounded by people I should feel at home with

What's the word? what's the motive, at the playground?

Actually my momma said I don't got time to play around

Now I'm alone again

Starin' at the TV back at home again

Wishin' somebody would see the anger i've been holdin' in

I don't wanna do this by myself

All I want is to be held, i'm only 5 goddamn

All by yourself, sittin' alone

Nah nah I hope you don't mind

All by yourself, sittin' alone

Yeah yeah I hope you don't mind

You all by yourself and you sittin' alone, you don't feel at home

All by yourself, and you sittin' alone

Damn, I just wanna feel at home

What's the point of wakin' up if I don't feel the love that ya'll claim to have?

I'm so goddamn mad that this the way life is

Just want attention from my own damn parents

Is that so much? I mean it don't cost a buck

Is it really a lot?

I guess I'll let 'em be

I know they see me cryin' endlessly until I fall asleep

Wake up, rinse and repeat

I don't even think I wanna feel my heart beat anymore

All by yourself, sittin' alone

Nah nah I hope you don't mind

All by yourself, sittin' alone

Yeah yeah I hope you don't mind

You all by yourself and you sittin' alone, you don't feel at home

All by yourself, and you sittin' alone

Damn, I just wanna feel at home

Maybe one day they'll notice me

All I want is to feel like I'm loved and when I go to sleep, to dream about paradise

I'm tired of the nightmares, tired of the night terrors

Tired of wakin' up and seein' your blank stare

Why can't I feel the love?

(Why can't I feel the love, Why can't I feel the love?)

All I wanna do is feel the love

Why can't I feel the love for real?