I have no self love

Is it cause I feel like I'm not there

I'm taking another pill

What's the point of waking up

I guess it's cause you're still here

I'm gonna drink enough for both of us

I'm swimming around my head

I think that I'm giving up

This time for real

I want to stay awake for days

And watch my nightmares crawl to me

Thought I was better

Now I'm just clipping my wings

Turn off the lights

Let the chaos bring me in

Now my starry eyes won't shine

Cover those windows up

Cause I'm paranoid this time

Haven't we been over this before

No one's coming in, knocking at my door

Did you think it suddenly would change

I only have myself to hate

I want to stay awake for days

And watch my nightmares crawl to me

Thought I was better

Turns out I'm clipping my wings

I'm gonna over share with you

Talk until my face turns blue

Thought I was better

Turns out I'm clipping my wings

Maybe I'm getting over it

But I still doubt it all the time

Haven't we been over this before

No one's coming in, knocking at my door

Did you think it suddenly would change

I only have myself to hate

I'm over sharing again

I'm over sharing again

I'm over sharing again

I'm over sharing