indifference Lyrics

I got trauma that I haven't even tended to yet

It's from my momma she had left me that's the consequence

So all my problems and the drama it's from that they stem

Gotta take my glasses off, fog em up, wipe my lenses

Can't believe my eyes so I'm trustin my senses

Recognizing why I couldn't get the message

Even though it comes with time I still feel senseless

Had to learn a couple lessons just to get ahead

I've been consuming bad influences yet again

It gets me brewing with confusion every now and then

I've always felt like imma nuisance since the age of ten

I try to move it out my brain that I ain't made amends

I find it's hard to feel okay knowing this all ends

I know that there will be a day where I won't pretend

I feel like every time I speak there's a pretense

Wonderin how weak do I seem to my friends?

Get a little comfy

Real cozy with complacency

Real bummy

Ain't sunny here lately

Feel hungry

No munchies just envy

For anyone that's done got what I need

Fresh box of Antinori

Drunk, Cant Stop like RHCP

Prescott, QB

Pass glass to me

Act so brash you can't see through me

Feel like trash but not till I wake up

So right now I'm loosely goosey

Off that shit I feel like Drake bruh

In my feelings but I'm really groovy

But don't fuck around and make a mistake, bruh

Gonna get your ass smacked like I'm Big E

Crew is with me

Like the New Day

Do it our way

Keep it busy, bruh

Not so ceremonious

So far gone existence is

Gave this all that I can give

Pray until the light is dim

Feelin sanctimonious

Psychosis is imminent

Prognosis discriminate

Let's settle our differences

This ain't how we oughta live

Most the time we feel like shit

Nothing makes a difference

Difference is I'm indifferent

No one wants to live like this

Most the time I feel like shit

Nothing makes a difference

Difference is I'm indifferent

This year I turn nineteen

But I don't feel like a man

I cannot tread lightly

It's gettin outta hand

That's why I feel lost at sea

And I'm searching for land

Now this guilt's a tsunami

It's got me drownin man

It's got me suffocating

It's got me down bad

I'm getting hot and shakin

I'm barely operatin

It's scary, God I'm facin'

Been weary of relations

Been feelin singled out

Been feelin hella spacious

I cannot get around

Without my damn space ship

I haven't touched the ground

In what feels like ages

And what I feel is hate and

A lot of impatience

I'm sick of sittin

Sick of waitin

Quit the hatin

On myself that's a slim ass chance

Gonna do my dance

Gonna get rich fast

Tell the lame, hatin naysayers

"Kiss my ass!"

Get turned to grass

Then burnt to ash

Smokin on your pack

If you wanna scrap

Carry on my back

The whole damn next class

I'm the MVP

You cannot touch me

You cannot see me, nah