Heart attacks ft. Shiki XO Lyrics

I wrote you a letter, but you didn't answer I hope you remember me

The stars are out tonight for what seems like the first time

In so fucking long, I finally feel like I belong

Friends are climbing mountains, I'm still drowning in these lakes

I hate all my surroundings, I'm disgraced

I swear to God I'm gonna have a fucking heart attack

If I could be somebody else, would you want me back

Smoking cigarettes till my lungs collapse

Cardiac arrest laying on my back

I swear to God I'm gonna have a fucking heart attack

If I could be somebody else, would you want me back

Smoking cigarettes till my lungs collapse

Cardiac arrest laying on my back

I, I, and I don't gotta say too much

Cause I know you know what I'm thinking

Told you I was off the drugs But I know you know what I'm drinking

And I might spill my cup

Do you know how to keep a secret

I just been looking for a reason to go

But I know, they gon miss me when I'm gone

Leave on a high note

But broken melodies won't save us, baby

I know that you know, and I know

I swear to God I'm gonna have a fucking heart attack

If I could be somebody else, would you want me back

Smoking cigarettes till my lungs collapse

Cardiac arrest laying on my back

I swear to God I'm gonna have a fucking heart attack

If I could be somebody else, would you want me back

Smoking cigarettes till my lungs collapse

Cardiac arrest laying on my back