Suicidal Thoughts ft. CeeJay Lyrics

When we come to see

The teddy bears are here to play

If you don't come play with us

Then we will kill you

Look I’m done with it, anything I wanna do

Cock back reload and just shoot

I’m at the end of giving a fuck ask me shit

I don't really give a fuck about you

I don’t even wanna know what imma do

Bitch get out my face and just move

I could take this whole place if you choose

Please don’t tell me what would you do

I need another minute though

Where you at what you playing for

Tell me what you really feeling right now

Right now when I’m coming off silly though

I could give a fuck buckle up

Tie the mother fuckers up

See the tears rolling up spark it down

And throw it up at them yeah

I’m fucking up out of my mind why would I

Try to stay alive when I die that

I could’ve been the one that would’ve snapped

Relapse like that with no hints at

Being crazy that’s me I’m a mother fucking monster

Coming in your dreams imma haunt ya

Body bags over body bags in my closet like I’m Dahmer

That’s me though

Wanna talk then deep throat

I didn’t wanna do this but you motherfuckers wanna confuse this

Done losing said I’m done with it never wanna lose again

Got a 9 to my side packing 5

Looking at an eye for an eye bout to go and

Leave the whole god damn world blind

Haven’t been able to sleep in like days

Monster inside of me filling with rage

Trapping my soul like it’s locked in a cage

The darkness is coming I’m losing my place

When will this end man I’m losing my brains

Haven’t been thinking I’m going insane

Losing my feelings I can’t feel my face so

Be careful around me cuz nobodies safe

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

I’m here if you want to talk

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

I’m here if you want to talk

Last night had a dream, ran up in the

Building with a semi-automatic call it magic and I'm

Making everybody start to vanish on the scene (poof)

Put the bodies in the attic I'm erratic gotta

Have it like an addict or mechanic with the ratchet

Mathematics had em adding up the bodies that I banish I'm

Ecstatic but I've had it cause the bodies smell like crap and now I'm

Panicking cause everything is rican like Hispanics

Sir Im gonna need you to stop resisting arrest

What are you doing let go of me

Take this guy to the fucking psych ward

I’m not a psycho I’m not a psycho

So they tell me that I’m crazy well

Yea I may be and lately I want to

Load a hundred rounds in a crowd then rid get of the

Machine gun Shady

Save me from the voices from the voices no

Wait I like them they wanna help me

No no I need help what’s going

On somebody tell me

Who are you get away

Man you better fucking

Let us in evident that I’m present gonna be fucking up your

Head like I’m Edison get the medicine and bet that

I’m menacing manifesting a medic to panic and I’m a

Get him I’m resident with the venom and I’m a hit em to

Venice then gotta be crossing the line like I’m tennis you want the

Business ain’t no forgiveness to witness and then I'm ending I’m

Finishing the minute that I win it you get the venison

Cause you don’t want the beef

Keep talking to

Me stalking a freak off in a meat shop

And I creep up and I’m grabbing and cracking his

Teeth off in the sheetrock when the beat stop

And I keep walking and peek on see the wife

Of the man that I beat on then I keep gone

Put the meat all in her scratching her back then I

Jack off in a bean stalk with the corpse

I’m cold like rock in the north or popping a

Wart like a big man shots on the court like your

Mom and your pop cling and they swap rings and

Week later file for divorce like a bomb in the

War make 'em blow up when she throw up looks

Like we got a child to abort and your mom is a

Hoe yup she said I'm not that mature so I

Got her on my lap told my Johnson to grow up

Show nuff I’m a find that lady

Then I’ll grab her by the pussy like I’m pro Trump

So tough get the rope up get her in a

Bag then I’ll put her in a tow truck so nuts

Show up and I kill you any time

You could never change me pennies dimes

Bitch I'm It Pennywise

Can’t nobody help me cause I

Haven’t been able to sleep in like days

Monster inside of me filling with rage

Trapping my soul like it’s locked in a cage

The darkness is coming I’m losing my place

When will this end man I’m losing my brains

Haven’t been thinking I’m going insane

Losing my feelings I can’t feel my face so

Be careful around me cuz nobodies safe

Still having these suicidal thoughts

Still having these suicidal thoughts

Still having these suicidal thoughts

I’m here if you want to talk

Still having these suicidal thoughts

Still having these suicidal thoughts

Still having these suicidal thoughts

I’m here if you want to talk

Said I’m here cuz I wanna talk

Right now when I’m scared I wanna blow it all

Pipe down little man we can talk it out

No need to resort to the violence now

Fuck that where was this voice when I needed a friend

No where at all and I’m saying

You don't need me to hold that hand of yours

Stand command the lords help if you need to

Look man I done been through it all

Razor blades the same shade as pain got bombs in my cargo

What about a shot gun or a knife with the lights down

Stick 'em in right where the heart go

That’s right though little bit of blood when the knife go

All up inside em and i might go

Nuts with the cocaine and the propane

We're getting off track you were saying

Haven’t been able to sleep in like days

Monster inside of me filling with rage

Trapping my soul like it’s locked in a cage

The darkness is coming I’m losing my place

When will this end man I’m losing my brains

Haven’t been thinking I’m going insane

Losing my feelings I can’t feel my face so

Be careful around me cuz nobodies safe

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

I’m here if you want to talk

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts

I’m here if you want to talk