THIN ROPES Lyrics

I be having death dreams

Almost every day

Visions of myself dying repeatedly like

Scared to fucking sleep cause I don't want to die a million ways

All the demons lurking in my head and they be watching me

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I be having death dreams

Almost everyday

Visions of myself dying repeatedly like GTA

Scared to fucking sleep cause I don't want to die a million ways

All the demons lurking in my head and they be watching me

Fuck that

Might need the meds so I could bust back

Or I might go insane and do it till It's all black

Self destruct like I'm a robot when it gets bad

I be drawing lines on my skin like a notepad

I'm not okay and I'm not going to wait

Cut myself on the stage till it's red on my face

Hang myself on a chain till I cut out a vein

Man I'm going insane I might pop my own brain

Cannot handle the pain cause my head always rains

I'm not mentally sane the depression I gain

Yeah my skin is all slain and my head filled with rage

I might jump on a plane with no bags to reclaim

I'm walking down on thin ropes until I fall

All alone and I have no one else to call

Might behead my fucking head beside a wall

And I'm not afraid to go cause I just wanna leave it all

Man I just wanna die

I just wanna end it

Man I just wanna die

Just another nuisance

Man I just wanna die

I just wanna end it

Man I just wanna die

Just another nuisance

Jumping on tracks when the train's incoming

I'm about to let it run over on my body when it roll

Living is so tragic and it's motherfucking dull

Man this life is like a circle cause it's pointless as a ball

Contemplating on suicide cannot make it go out my brain

Fuck

Might die in this early age saying farewell to the fakes

Can't get it out of my head

I need that help I need me all the meds

Drinking that beer till it fuck up my neck

And I'm dying of thirst cause I'm thirsty for death

Yeah

Won't reach the telephone

Man I be talking to myself when I'm all alone

Call me crazy but you know that it this is all your fault

Messed up with my sanity you rubbed the salt

In the wound that I have caught

I'm walking down on thin ropes until I fall

All alone and I have no one else to call

Might behead my fucking head beside a wall

And I'm not afraid to go cause I just wanna leave it all

I'm walking down on thin ropes until I fall

All alone and I have no one else to call

Might behead my fucking head beside a wall

And I'm not afraid to go cause I just wanna leave it all

3, 2, 1, Go