Anymore Lyrics

One hand up to God

One hand on your heart

Do you swear to keep sacred what we say in your car

'Cause I'll meet you halfway

If you promise to promise

If you go dark on me

I'd rather you be honest

Had a dream that you called

And it seemed like it helped

Don't remember what you said

But I remember how it felt

When I woke to some semblance of closure

And I handed your severance over

I ride the bus

Then I get off

I run for miles

And then I walk

I spend my money at the store

I climb the stairs to my apartment door

I love you

But I don't trust you

Anymore

I started keeping a journal

If I can't tell you my stories

I'll just store them away for

Something that treats them like words from a hymnal

That'll never shoot spears like the side of a whale

I grow and I go out

With my friends and we're laughing

And I try really hard

To forget how it happened

I still hold onto things I never mention

But I smile so wide you might never have guessed

That I'm feeling

For now I'm sure

I love you

But I don't trust you

Anymore

And I know that we could make it

Like the way that things were

When I could look you in the eye

And not brace myself first

And I'm spending my after

Trying to get to before

But right now

(Right now)

But right now

I love you

But I don't trust you

Anymore