back to the start Lyrics

I can try

To put myself back together again

Why am I always

In this situation

I don't wanna hurt you

I just wanna make you feel the pain I do

The pain I do

And I try so hard to feel like the world isn't

Falling apart onto me

So fine

I can lie

And block you on everything

No contact

No going back

But freedom tastes awfully lonely

I don't wanna hurt you

I just wanna make you feel the pain I do

The pain I do

And I try so hard to feel like the world isn't

Falling apart crushing me

You are so perfect

How could I ever compare

They say "don't listen" but I'm standing

With open ears

I want to be happy but deep down my goal is to be

I'm falling

I'm falling

I'm falling

I'm falling apart, and

I'm running

I'm running

I'm running back to the start