OPENED Lyrics

I can't lie

I got a couple open wounds

Never let nobody in now I know

I can't turn nobody into a home

Knew me back when I made the corner of my room om om

I dissociate on my own

Find myself on my own planet and now I roam

My own emotions are hard to conquer alone

It's hard to tell after all this time if i've grown own own

Hating the way I, bottle myself in the day like

I might've changed to an AI

I stay awake in the late night

Healing my scars and it takes time

No one should help but I may find

Someone to come take away mine

Only time I open up is on an instrumental

Trynna be a better man, and I'm still not a fan

Hooked on being present for myself and I still never can

Heart inside my sleeve and I still switch it to the other hand

Can't even be honest with myself but I can understand

Couldn't even vent it out unless I make the mic the fan

Holding back the flood for way too long the pressures got me damned

No I don't blame you I blame the lesser grant

I don't know, oh oh oh oh

How they see me, oh oh oh oh

I hope they still, oh oh oh oh

Don't envy me oh oh oh oh

Sometimes It's hard to notice that I'm in too deep, oh oh oh oh

Caught in this black hole I think for infinity

I can't sleep I'm wide awake aye

Sometimes in your heart I hope that you're not too far away aye

My hands can only reach so far and now you can't find your way back

You're too far gone and I hate that

There's no points in regrets but there's still too much that I can take back

Ohh uhh ooo oh

I'm giving most of my trust to my people but I know its never a hundred percent

It's nothin' too personal, I just can't have no one close to the fence

My father told me go do what you need

Then in return you can do what you want, that's fine with me

I don't sub in on the second, I rather go straight for the punt

Put on my shoulders a couple of tons, I'm bout' to run for a couple of months

This like the seventh time

I'm up in somebodies daughter and never regretted it once

Most of my feelings negated

But that doesn't mean that I never seen it at least once

My inner inferno hot like the sun

I got the high ground with ten obi wans, okay okay

Talk up a play if you wanna be, okay

I'll remind you it only takes one of me

Got a couple of demons I conquered

I stay at the top of the hotel, they under me

I'm a alpha protector

You step to my lover then shit is not sweet like a honey bee

Give you hush treatment

One minute you got your face then another you missin' it suddenly

You a son to me, only my mind is keeping me company

Only thing that I want in my life is some peace of mind

Also to live in it comfortably

Everything you could want in the palm of your hands

At that point its not really that fun to me

Not a reason or meaning that comes to me

At that point I might think I might jump off the roof

I'd have given you my heart

If I was sure there was still one left

This is where the sadness ends

Yeah what you thought of

You think you workin' hard well tell em' that hugh workin' harder

I put in effort barely got time for somebodies daughter

Bitch we got more than alligators in this murky water, uh

Couldn't miss this, tell em' back in this bitch, aye

Got a inch less taking his meniscus, aye

Wouldn't be surprised if that shit in his wish list, aye

In a present he might get it back on Christmas, aye

I stay sophisticated, blast em' wit' a red coat, white wig

Think he got a conscience then he presto

Swear these minds compare me to the mans, you know I'm metro

I ain't come here for nobodies two cents or they ted talks

Tell em' that they breakin' under pressure like a frito lay, okay okay

I let em' off my foot see if they DOA, okay okay

And what's the ETA I'm like fifteen away, okay okay

Pull up the swat I'm way too pressured like my sodium too elevated

Shining like I'm Stephen King, got frozen up and I ain't even iced in

Speak into the mic I got some problems with this ricin

Bitch I'm bison, meets tyson, okay okay

Can't compare when I be up till three o eight

Yeah what you thought of

You think you workin' hard well tell em' that hugh workin' harder

I put in effort barely got time for somebodies daughter

Bitch we got more than alligators in this murky water