surrender Lyrics

Nothing worse than feeling like it's nothing left to give

I done gave it all I got I swear I'm startin' to see my ribs

Chasing for success gon' bring you nothing but depression

It will take your purpose from you 'fore you give it to your kids

Years of my life I've threw away to my aggression

Image of myself I sculpt away like an obsession

Buried my mistakes and threw a stone above the grave

'Til He sent Jesus round my side and rolled that stone up out the way

Once more, couldn't believe what I done covered over time

Instead of facing my emotions I was running from my mind

Too scared to look behind, thinking forward is the only option

Nobody gon' stop 'em I ain't even read the signs

I was convinced this life was fine and can't nobody tell me otherwise

Wish I realized that I was wasting so much time

That's when He opened up my eyes and said (I need to give it to you)

And then it hit me man this life was never mine

Trials and tribulations

Running out of time I had to slide my limitations

Feeding on the word I opened up my invitation

Cover up my wounds for what He came to heal the nation

This is just the part the healing starts this the beginning of

Digging out the inner us

Spill the lies and fill the cup runneth over

Went from a sprint to marathon I started running slower

And boy the things I done seen wake you right out your dreams

When reality catch you at worse feel like a curse that's what it had to be

Staring at your demons make you think assault and battery

Isn't that the thesis automatically

You could change your life into a blessing from a tragedy

God willing I been in the toughest battles had my top missing

Wishing I knew I couldn't lose cause it was not written

I had the victory all along and I was never on my own

No He been with me all along hol' up