I Wish I Never. Lyrics

Would we be seeing the lights right now?

Grabbing a hot cup of chocolate downtown

Put on our Christmas movie then lay down

Would we listen to your brothers new song as we kiss?

As I tease you and say "It's no Taylor Swift."

I know you say they don't come true but I make a wish

And now I'm afraid to go to sleep

Cause the only place I can't escape you is in my dreams

There's so many things I would've liked to do with you

Really wanted to make it past '22

You played with love cause you wanted both

Now you've got no one to hold

Neither do I

But I'll be fine

How can I mourn something that was never alive?

But it was for you, so you can't deny

That I gave you all of my life

Would I be locked out of my own room tonight?

All I did was call you out on your own lie

So I fall asleep on the couch and I cry

Would we fight on the way to the movie that we know we'll miss?

I could count a hundred films that's on our list

I know it never phased you when I'd miss my shift

Now that I miss you I can't recall the bad

But you never could get off that tempting cursed fucking app

Get into his car while I'm sound asleep

My trust it took the biggest leap

And I never saw it again

Lost my best friend

You played with trust cause you've never been

Someone loyal, never again

But let's ask "Was I?"

We both know you'll lie

How can you burn someone that kept you alive?

And I just can't help it, I ask you why

Why you took all of my life

And I knew you like the center piece in darts

You memorized me like a passing car

We take the same freeway exit

But you go left and I go right

Sometimes I take the left

Just to feel like you might

See me there and truly care

Could you ever truly care?

And now I'm stuck between

I wish I never met you

And I wish I never left you

I wish I never met you

I wish I never left you

I wish I never met you

I wish I never left you

I wish I never