Lilac Lyrics

The slowing movement

Calm as the trees

Forgotten moments, peaceful atrophy

Embedded decay, vestigial dismay of what I once feared

This world has always been my grave

(So bury me)

Nothing after this pain

Feels like I've been set free

No I'm transitioning it's unbearable

There's still more to see

The pasts a small piece

Of the whole

Every seconds a lesson

Seed to stem to bloom and death it's

Iridescent

Same experience, new perspective

Have my grievances chased me through the afterlife?

Followed close to me, cycle of strife

Manifested dismay just to bottle it up inside and retreat into my mind

Repeating past lives

I could never see through the clouds overshadowing

Caught in the shade

It's such a drain

My pedals are withering away

I could never see through the clouds overshadowing

No rest in death

Is this forever?

The pressure of moving forward

Beneath the weight of the world

Is this forever?

No intention of ever

letting go

You refuse to grow

Lose the dead weight

Know the excess

Disconnect and breath again

Discovering

The pain is a lesson

That's never ending

It's never ending

Drifting

This violent weather eats at my skin

Endlessly making my way through the torrent

Constantly faced with the unexpected

Until the reverie in all directions

This is forever

Every second

Every instant

Refusing to grow

You sink into your own sorrow

Release and let go

Of all the pain

This is forever

All that you create