SURVIVE Lyrics

Why

Won't you tell me how you felt when I touched your face

Don't lie

I

Know that you don't care cause you're a big shot

And I'm just passing by

So we were nothing

Then why was I trying

To show you that I only had you in my eyes

Every time you're leaving

My heart is exploding

Why do I still remember you after all this time?

And I say

I can't deny

That I had feelings for you before

But I will be fine

This time

I can't rely

On my delusions anymore

I will survive

But I don't wanna be alive again

Hide

What you think of me but I see it in your face

Despise

I

Hope you can be honest to yourself now

Stop trying to be nice

Fuck my feelings

Fuck believing

That I could be the one for you just through time

Every time you're leaving

I'll just be here waiting

You were the only reason that I was still alive

And I say

I can't deny

That I had feelings for you before

But I will be fine

This time

I can't rely

On my delusions anymore

I will survive

But I don't wanna be alive again