No matter Lyrics

Running out of time whilst slowing losing your mind

It's a miracle that I'm even getting by

Running out of time whilst slowing losing your mind

It's a miracle any of us are actually getting by

Why oh why am I a joke

Why oh why does no one really care

It's like I have to actively put up a wall

Between me and everyone

I kinda feel like I'm dying

On the inside

And my head feels cloudy

Yet I keep on getting, by

I would ask what the hell is wrong with me

But no one really seems to care so what's the point

And at that this time

It's all a bit self explanatory

I'm just a kid who's lost

And looking for that one person

That one person to give me all the warmth

And quiet and guidance

And re-assurance

That I'm worth the time

And that I'm doing alright

And that I'm pretty good

And that I'm doing great

And that I did a good job

And that I've got something special inside that no one else besides me has

That one person to fall when I get mad

That one person to, love and cherish me

No matter what, I do

No matter how many times, I fuck up

No matter how many times, that I lose I'll still be special in their heart

And I'll still be a winner

No matter what I'll be, there at the start

I know what I'm looking for

But I doubt I'll ever find it

Until then, I'll just be lost

And everything will be clouded