Said I'm Better and Lied Lyrics

I try my best to focus

Cloud my thoughts these feelings bogus

Hide this pain no one will notice

I grab a bottle and I'm drinking today

No I don't listen cause I hate what you say

Drown in my head yeah I'm sinking away

So don't leave

I been dying slowly

You don't even know me

You don't you don't you don't

I told you I'm better

I lied

Been out here on my own I'm getting messed up tonight

So grab my cup

Next I'm drunk

Tempted to call but you won't pick up

Told you I'm better

Told you I'm better

I know what I said

It all was a lie

Ask how I'm doing I just tell you I'm fine

Wanna hear the truth that I'm hurting inside

You don't

You don't

No one wants to hear that

That's all cap

Over this feeling oh emotions so wack

Do anything to forget my past

Fill up my glass

Now I'm blacked

And it ain't solving nothing yeah I know

I'm calling someone take my phone

I'm walled in and so alone

I told you I'm better

I lied

Been out here on my own I'm getting messed up tonight

So grab my cup

Next I'm drunk

Tempted to call but you won't pick up

I told you I'm better

Told you I'm better