Afraid to Die Lyrics

They're all coming into the ring, it's a thousand to one with the odds against me

But I get a shot of adrenaline whenever I feel the pressure sting

When heads are on fire and everything hurts, my heart is beating the same

And when all the pain should be ripping me open, I'm not afraid

I used to bleed when I would fall

And now I feel nothing at all

I used to cling to precious time

And now I'm not afraid to die

Soft tongues break hard bones and swollen words mean nothing

I'm tired of betting and settling, wrestling, so sick of everyone testing me

I'm done living for someone else's something

And now that I've gone hysterical, everyone's trying to kill the animal

Letting go of the fear of the grave and the numb

Was the most liberating thing I've done

To fall and to fail is to truly live

So I crumble and rise and I crumble again

I used to bleed when I would fall

And now I feel nothing at all

I used to cling to precious time

And now I'm not afraid to die

And to this day

It still seems strange how I've

Never felt this alive

I used to bleed

When I would fall

And now I feel

Nothing at all

Nothing at all

Nothing at all

Nothing at all