Candy Corn Lyrics

I'm so sexually quiet

And my malleable mind

Was told to give things a try

Thought I had to be so loud but I'm in

Love with porn, it's candy corn

I'm so sick of the taste

And if it's gonna mean something to me

I cannot waste it

Psychoanalyzing myself and agonizing

Cause I can't love my body and what it wants

I'm so immature

Stunted from the words

I heard from everybody

My insides are in knots

From doing things I didn't want

I'm so sexually quiet

I explain myself so well

But it's embarrassing

Can't do what they expect of me

And I've found other quiet people

Who I've felt the best with

I love them

I went so long without them

I have a pain in my chest

Can't give myself a rest

And I hate myself for everything I like

And every fire I start

Burns my confidence apart

I'm learning how to see myself forgivingly

So that nobody could ever hurt me

And through the years of being picked apart

I've learned to fear the things that soothe my heart

I bury all my feelings

They have no way of knowing

What my face isn't showing

Psychoanalyzing myself and agonizing

Cause I can't love my body and what it wants

I'm so immature

Stunted from the words

I heard from everybody

My insides are in knots

From doing things I didn't want