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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

Lyrics

To be honest i've been getting tired of this anxious feeling

I gotta put away my pride so that my mind can stay off timid

I can't remember feeling stable to be real it's been a minute

I'm getting tired of these mental battles now I feel demented


Keep it 1000 life gets harder by the day

Ain't no slits up on my wrists just heavy tears all down my face

Been trynna find a way around it but I can't see an escape

Been tempted by the devils layer but I can not go that way


Keep it 1000 life gets harder by the day

Ain't no slits up on my wrists just heavy tears all down my face

Been trynna find a way around it but I can't see an escape

Been tempted by the devils layer but I can not go that way


And I ain't been feeling too good as of lately

Anxiety all up in my head it drives me crazy

Been watching all of my demons up close like HD

Why every time I look in the mirror I see my enemy

I don't know but I need some inner peace

Everybody talking bout the deep apologies

But fuck apologies

Nobody was there and I didn't feel the empathy

I only get this feeling when I am too far from home

All the nights of slaying dragons now i'm barely holding on

They always told me to survive you gotta keep it strong

But I swear that it's always harder late night when you all alone


To be honest i've been getting tired of this anxious feeling

I gotta put away my pride so that my mind can stay off timid

I can't remember feeling stable to be real it's been a minute

I'm getting tired of these mental battles now I feel demented


Keep it 1000 life gets harder by the day

Ain't no slits up on my wrists just heavy tears all down my face

Been trynna find a way around it but I can't see an escape

Been tempted by the devils layer but I can not go that way


If you've ever dealt with something so similar as to this

Then you know just how painful and serious it can get

Despite the good that's all inside of you it makes you wanna quit

Then fall alone in a ditch

Just to get up outta this

Man everything that I do is for me and you

To all of my supporters i've been fighting here's the truth

And I can't find a way around it so I brought it to you

I had to put it in a song use my lyrics as the proof

I said that I don't wanna

No no

I just wanna go back

Home

Will I be all alone


To be honest i've been getting tired of this anxious feeling

I gotta put away my pride so that my mind can stay off timid

I can't remember feeling stable to be real it's been a minute

I'm getting tired of these mental battles now I feel demented


Keep it 1000 life gets harder by the day

Ain't no slits up on my wrists just heavy tears all down my face

Been trynna find a way around it but I can't see an escape

Been tempted by the devils layer but I can not go that way


Keep it 1000 life gets harder by the day

Ain't no slits up on my wrists just heavy tears all down my face

Been trynna find a way around it but I can't see an escape

Been tempted by the devils layer but I can not go that way

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