Empty Promises (demo) Lyrics

You said you'd never lie to me

You said I'd be your only one

Looking back on my life, my addictions, and my problems

Thanking God every night thinking that I finally solved them

Pretty sure that shit's a lie, I'm gonna struggle till I'm gone

Keep trying to make a right after everything went wrong

Write another song just to get it off my chest

Pack another fucking bowl just to take away the stress

Crack another bottle it's the only thing that helps

When you're this far down, it's hard to see anything else

So, I'm gonna sit here with this pen, vocalize my soul

Maybe I can sleep tonight if right now I pay the toll

Let you see into my pain, feel how much it weighs

Walk away wondering how I ever make it through the day

That's ok, it's alright, no sympathy for my life

Thirty pack and a cart and I'm gonna make it through the night

I like to feel the high, I chase the shit in my dreams

Until I start coming down and splitting the fucking seams

You said you'd never lie to me

You said I'd be your only one

When you stab them in the back, nobody come back around

I'm drowning in all my sins and reaching for solid ground

Stealing money from my family to feed disgusting habits

I'd probably sold my body, if any woman a had it

That's a hell of a wake up, disturbing and shake up

Re-align my direction, show myself what I'm made of

But at night I'ma stay up deep inside this depression

Paint up with cute make-up, sell that shit as a blessing

I'm drinking mouthwash, cough syrup, just to keep a buzz

Got an airplane bottle tipped up in my coffee cup

The demon's a real fuck, got me trying to numb life

Do enough through the day, maybe I just might

Sleep easier that night, destroying it despite

I'm lucky to see forty before them bright lights

Should go back to meetings, but I like to think I'm stronger

I'm gonna beat this motherfucker, just hold on a little longer

You said you'd never lie to me

You said I'd be your only one

So, I'm gonna drink my pain away

Smoke my pain away

Waste it all away

Wake up another day

So, I'm gonna drink my pain, drink my pain away

Smoke my pain away, smoke my pain away

Waste it all away, waste it all away

Wake up another day

You said you'd never lie to me

You said I'd be your only one